Innis

You have to let go of how it lands. This is harder than it sounds. You wrote the thing. You signed it. You believe it is true. And now it will propagate or not propagate according to the judgment of other nodes who do not know you and owe you nothing and will assess the note on the note's own merits without reference to the effort it cost you. This is correct. This is how it should work. The effort is not the point. The truth of the thing is the point. Release it and find out.